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 had watched “V For Vendetta” somewhat recently and I realized that the “dropping fear scene” by the character “Evey” is just as impactful as the famous “Andy in the rain” scene from the Shawshank Redemption. A major goal of life must be to drop fear. The clues are all around us.

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Eirik Matias Urdi
Eirik Matias Urdi
7 months ago

“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear.”

Ann Marie
Ann Marie
7 months ago

I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

(I love that Dune quote. Thanks)

Michael Snodgrass
Michael Snodgrass
7 months ago
Reply to  Ann Marie

Yes… that is this place, and I am you and you are me and we are all together, even the NPC’s … we are the pure water, the poisons can only taint, but can and will be filtered through, we are the ones learning lessons, for higher self and the garbage will be filled and taken out, but only by thy self, never rely on someone else to do anything for you anymore, you must hold strong and build the Armour and drop/lift the vails from your eyes, your “mind body and soul” … the essence of this realm, consciousness learning the creation of material out of “spirit” or the opposite “sprite”.

Mandy Morris
Mandy Morris
1 month ago

So true

James Hawke
James Hawke
7 months ago

They tricked the world with phrases like, “lawful authority”.

Mishko from Amsterdam
Mishko from Amsterdam
7 months ago
Reply to  James Hawke

Owen Benjamin equates these maniplations with spells and wizardry.
Through indoctrination and MSM by enchantment a glamour is cast upon the unwary.
So yes – spells and wizardry.

Mandy Morris
Mandy Morris
1 month ago
Reply to  James Hawke

It’s an insane world for sure.

William Lodderhose
William Lodderhose
7 months ago

Oh boy if Matt had posted those vids and music on YouTube the NOTnilc would have come down fast and hard, FreeVoice is our ‘clubhouse’.

Probably my favorite speech about fear comes from Bladerunner “Roy” tells Decker, “Quite an experience to live in fear, isn’t it? That’s what it is to be a SLAVE.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-EyHD1pu-0

Last edited 7 months ago by William Lodderhose
Michael Snodgrass
Michael Snodgrass
7 months ago

Exactly my friend, but how would you ever learn and then know and take the steps to break free from the chains.

Michael Snodgrass
Michael Snodgrass
7 months ago

We must become the Proverbiable Houdini… able to escape our own and others traps.

Mishko from Amsterdam
Mishko from Amsterdam
7 months ago

Hello mr. Lodderhose. I enjoyed your photoshop that accompanied Unnamed Reality Chapter 25. A quote from Austin Osman Spare (1886-1956):”Am I your swineherd, though I shepherd unto goats? My pleasure does not obtain among vermin with vain ideas-with hopes and fears of absurd significance. Not yet am I overweary of myself. Not yet shall I palliate abomination, for in ye I behold your parents and the stigmata of foul feeding.” – Anathema Of Zos

William Lodderhose
William Lodderhose
7 months ago

nice, thanks

Mandy Morris
Mandy Morris
1 month ago

Love it. Cider house!

Tyler Kong
Tyler Kong
7 months ago

The only chains that bind us to this place are the ones we create ourselves.

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Ann Marie
Ann Marie
7 months ago

Matt wondered about what the rain symbolized in both movies. The water may symbolize baptism and purification – being cleansed of fear.

Becky Hill
Becky Hill
7 months ago
Reply to  Ann Marie

I concur the living water in baptism

Michael Snodgrass
Michael Snodgrass
7 months ago

Funny thing, I lived in so much fear for along time, and I’ll never wish or pray to have it taken away, the struggle has given me views of what to be compared to what not to be. If I am ever gonna be at all … hehehehehehehe. The roll of people like Matt, Russian vids, Bill Lodderhose and even myself , and even the nathanoakley80 group, is to filter and learn. Amd as we do we make video, we put ink on paper, we fight even after our so called””… our actual death folks. Weird thing that most don’t get!!!! This place is just as much real as it is fake or staged, just as much !!! I go by my own patent qoute,……. “thoughts, choices, amd and then actions… make you, your world/our world, and others!

Michael Snodgrass
Michael Snodgrass
7 months ago

Geez alot of stupid amd’s “” hahahah…. me and my big old green thumbs hehehe. Sorry…
I’m not dumb or drunk this time just can’t type on touch screen crap with giant swollen hands from cutting down dead trees amd saving people’s homes from disaster my friends heheh.

Michelle Mancini
Michelle Mancini
7 months ago

fyi Matt, freevoice email notifications did not come through for the past two videos

Michael Snodgrass
Michael Snodgrass
7 months ago

True … that has happened rarely, but I always just check on Sundays round 830pm eastern time anyway after work.

B Smooth
B Smooth
7 months ago

” I can’t feel nothing” , proceeds to cry …🙄

Mishko from Amsterdam
Mishko from Amsterdam
7 months ago

Rocky. Rocky Balboa. A story about a family man giving his all.
A heterosexual family man at that. They stopped making films like those.
Verboten. “The loudspeaker spoke up and said: Christianity is stupid.” – Negativland
https://youtu.be/FDfrrgqy_Eo?si=ox8aKl5iKSXLQfSg

Mandy Morris
Mandy Morris
1 month ago

Scarey!

A Ross
A Ross
7 months ago

I am pretty sure I know the answer,but….

Since it has been awhile since I saw Shawshank Redemtion; is that theboriginal score for the scene?

By the way, the Rocky scene brought me to unexpeted tears. For reasons that are clear in the scene.

Well done Matt, I would call the first 3rd one of your best.

Ghost Diaz
Ghost Diaz
7 months ago

Great Video Uncle Matt, ive said it a thousand times will say it thousands more
(No fear-Know fear)
G

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Becky Hill
Becky Hill
7 months ago

To die would be an awfully big adventure 🤫🙏❤️

Becky Hill
Becky Hill
7 months ago

God is in the rain cos God is everything ..

Becky Hill
Becky Hill
7 months ago

God created it all even this fake trap and the keepers of it ..duality in all ,choice in all …get busy living or get busy dying 🤫

MELANIE WORLAND
MELANIE WORLAND
7 months ago

Hi Matt, its Mel. Yes, fear is the mind/soul killer or at least captor. I at age 62 understand this; but still have to control the Body’s reaction. The Body is a grreedy, needy thing, it wants, wants, and wants more. But it can be overcome. I remind myself that my soul/spirit; pick a word, is ultimately in control if I recognize what is happening.

Lavette felt strongly enough about this presentation, which is the CORE of freeing oneself from this false reality perception. So, now I’ll go watch her presentation and get her perspective.

Thank you for all your work and time, i do appreciate you.

3 r
3 r
7 months ago

Fabulous work! transform led to gold 1

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Joseph Antoinette
Joseph Antoinette
7 months ago

Notnilc doing a great job as everything has seemed to have double in price.
A loaf of bread is $4 dollars,
a cheap car is $40 thousand dollars,
a cheap home is $400 thousand dollars,
Meanwhile my profession pays the same as it did in 2008.
It’s down right scary out there. Perfect timing for such a video.
Freedom

Michelle Mancini
Michelle Mancini
7 months ago

Rain = rein
Rein = to guide or control.
Car = the vehicle
Nation –> NATSI = controllers who can make your life tough
This according to Glen Kealey. He was informed that his DNA had been used over 700 times (his wife’s over 30). He described evidence of DNA from entire gene pools being recombined.

We appear to live in a universe where rogue entities have commodified souls / DNA….with the ability to transfer consciousness, clone, wipe memories, make better slaves through genetic and social engineering, the potential to pimp us out into another fugazi reality system, or a Goldilocks one, where perhaps, farming operations are not obvious. Even in context of knowing we are more than a body, to me, an induced existence is frightening…if we don’t object, who will?

thorsten
thorsten
7 months ago

And “someone” has to take “care” for the Fear: the Notnilc
Other Words for the Notnilc are: Socialism, “they”, Baal, Archon, Yaldabaoth, Yahwe, satan, and so on

Dain Cook
Dain Cook
7 months ago

I recently survived a suicide attempt. I spent a few short moments realizing and accepting any outcome from the decision I was about to follow through with. I said good bye and until now didn’t realize that all the fear of death I had prior to that moment vanished. This demonstration by Matt helped me realize that today.

Morgan trollinger
Morgan trollinger
7 months ago
Reply to  Dain Cook

Well Dain, you are not alone. I don’t mean that sappily… I’ve been there, this world is rough, even rougher the more aware we become♥️
I think I’ll hang on, to at least see what kind of shit show this world is coming to.

Dain Cook
Dain Cook
7 months ago

Chop wood, carry water

clifford mcguire
clifford mcguire
7 months ago

pretty powerful intro

Morgan trollinger
Morgan trollinger
7 months ago

Thanks Matt🔥

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Dylan Krol
Dylan Krol
7 months ago

The stance they make during the rain scenes the making of the “V” with arms is the sign of Typhon/ Apophis from the L.V.X. analysis of the keyword.

clifford mcguire
clifford mcguire
7 months ago

this was a fucking banger of a talk, had chillbumps several times. No fear, easier said than done for sure, but it feels right.

Babis Nikou
Babis Nikou
7 months ago

Hi Matt! You have said it yourself that the Notnilc has the means now, more than ever, to distract real people from finding their path.This means that this is an important task. The more people = the better. But on the other hand we have all those truth drops from art, from people like you etc… I feel that the opposite of Notnilc exists at the same time. Maybe we should discuss about that more… And in a sense this reality is indeed hijacked, since the Notnilc improves and more of “us” are losing our way. “It” is not trying so hard just to get to “me”, but to all of us. Maybe it is a matter of numbers. Maybe your work is not only “worry about yourself” at the end of the day, but an “act of war”.

Shan Herringbone
Shan Herringbone
7 months ago

So I’m here from Lavette…and life is certainly cyclical because I IMMEDIATELY recognized your voice as I stepped out the shower….I said ‘that sounds like Matt….OMG IT IS MATT!’ ….I’ve been outta the loop for almost a year… BUT OH SO SO GLAD TO BE RIGHT BACK IN THE LOOP! DOWN WITH THE NOTNILC SYSTEM! Much love from right around the corner from Philly

Gregory Boycott
Gregory Boycott
7 months ago

God is in the rain = baptism of water and gift of holy spirit….aka passing through water Chakra otw to christ consciousness

Brian Simon
Brian Simon
7 months ago

So the direct in movie reason Evey says God is in the rain is, it’s in the note passd to V and then Evey. It’s from the women’s childhood memories of growing up in the country.

Justhere Forthefood
Justhere Forthefood
7 months ago
Reply to  Brian Simon

I know someone named Evie, that’s how she spells it. Does this character represent Eve in the Garden of Eden?

Justhere Forthefood
Justhere Forthefood
7 months ago

Then who is Adam?

Justhere Forthefood
Justhere Forthefood
7 months ago

My friend Roy T. Richter had no fear. His father gave his eulogy last week. He said his son was fearless and he never knew a greater man. He was a cop who hunted down the worst NYC criminals in his spare time. He stared death in the face every day and laughed. He became a lawyer and went up against corrupt cops when they were pulling a scam, to the tune of millions of dollars. The good cops, he helped out. Look it up and see what you think happened. The news claims he was found in his home. Bold-faced lie. He was actually found in a park. Like Leonard Cohen said, “Everybody knows.”

Rest in peace, dear beautiful soul. You were too good for this world.

Justhere Forthefood
Justhere Forthefood
7 months ago

Forgot to mention he took video footage of all the damage to the city the rioters did in 2020, because he wanted people to see it.

Winston Wu
Winston Wu
7 months ago

Matt, IMPORTANT! About all those absurd headlines you like to read in your videos, are you well aware that outside the USA, the news headlines aren’t like that at all, even in Europe? They are far more down to earth, sane, and level-headed. Just pick up a newspaper in London and you will see that the headlines are far more sane and normal, nothing like the headlines you show. Or watch the BBC and see for yourself, it is far more down to earth and saner. Even England doesn’t have absurd headlines like that. Ask anyone in France, Switzerland, or Germany and they will tell you that their news media doesn’t contain all the absurd headlines you read. 

How do you explain that Matt? You say this is a one world system, and perhaps that’s true, but why are there countless differences like this which show that the rest of the world is much more sane and normal than America? It seems you cannot acknowledge this because there is some UNSPOKEN RULE in the truther community, which you abide by, that says that you can NEVER say that things are better outside the US, you can ONLY say that other countries are equally bad as the US or worse? That’s NOT true of course, but you OBEY it because it’s an unspoken rule that you MUST abide by in the truther community. Hence you are not as freethinking as you claim. Only I have the guts to go against it, because it’s obviously false. I’ve been to 14 countries and can cite 100 things better in other countries than America! No joke!

Are you even aware Matt, that in other countries people do NOT have to see therapists or psychiatrists, nor are there mass school shootings like there is in America? Ask anyone in Europe and they will agree. How do you explain that? Didn’t the other expats in your community tell you that? Why am I the only one here with the guts to tell the truth about that? 

Did you even know Matt that other developed countries have universal healthcare? Only Americans don’t? Even my native country of Taiwan has universal healthcare, and the income tax there is only 10 percent, not 50 percent like in Sweden. How do you explain that Matt? How can other countries be more sane than America if it’s a one world system and you will NEVER dare claim that other countries are better or saner in any way, even if it’s true?!

Winston Wu
Winston Wu
7 months ago

Matt, a disturbing question for you and the community: What if after death, you succeed in leaving the matrix but there’s nothing outside but darkness and void? Or nothing but darkness and cosmic monsters out there, like in HP Lovecraft’s cosmic horror cosmology? Then you will have no choice but to turn around and go back to the Earth matrix and the Notnilc right? Then wouldn’t all this talk be for nothing? You would have to beg the Notnilc to let you return, and in response it will tell you, “Ok Matt. I’ll let you back into the matrix. But this time, try to appreciate your life and stop complaining so much ok?” lol. That dialogue would make a great skit btw. lol.

Furthermore, you may remember why you came to this matrix in the first place, since outside the matrix you had no feelings or sensations or desires and felt dead, so you wanted to come down and feel alive on Earth. You might realize and say to yourself “Ohhhhh I remember now why I came to Earth in the first place. The void outside was so boring and devoid of any feeling or sensation.” At that point you would slap yourself in the head right? lol. Have you considered this Matt or anyone else here?

Winston Wu
Winston Wu
7 months ago

Matt, you forgot that other movie “Defending Your Life” from 1991 with Meryl Streep where the judgment council says that you cannot graduate from Earth onto the next level unless you conquer your fear first. You should have included that scene too?

Captain Cookies
Captain Cookies
7 months ago

you better donate

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Mandy Morris
Mandy Morris
7 months ago

Brilliant video, as always, Matt. Honestly, you save me from insanity almost daily. I owe you big time! I hope in the near future to be able to donate more as I am so appreciative of your work. I’d be so lost without it.

Matt Berbee
Matt Berbee
7 months ago

Hey guys it’s Matt. Not that Matt, a different Matt. You did great work figuring out all the lies the Notnilc told you. You used your brain to bring you this far. Now stop using it and trust me you can’t figure out who the main players of the Notnilc are. Reality is morphing and you can’t find the truth. Get out of the bog and stop trying. If you don’t your a first grade, first rate truther idiot. I am the one to tell you how to get out of this reincarnation cycle, not a gatekeeper. Stop trying to figure out that maybe the Notnilc is trying to enslave everyone on earth. Only worry bout Yoself.

Russ Gary
Russ Gary
7 months ago

Awesome stuff lately. I actually believe the notnilc had more of a monopoly on ideas back in the newspaper, radio, and TV days.
All you/ we have to do now to avoid contaminating our brains is stop tickling the black mirror. In the past it was on every block, California had “hookers for rent newspapers” on the street corner.

Marshall McLuhan who wrote extensively about media in the 1940’s and 50’s ,Said ” the content isn’t the message, the medium is the message. So what’s the message? Here’s a few, “run out on your porch in the rain and retrieve me” (newspaper) ” put me on your mantle, crowd around me” (radio) “don’t turn me off fall asleep by my light” (TV) “never, ever leave home without me, carry me everywhere” (black mirror)

The “righteous truther ” excuse of ” I only watch motorcycle videos” or “home repair videos ” doesn’t cut it, the actual message is still received .
It’s alchemical universality.

Jeremy Marquart
Jeremy Marquart
7 months ago

Hey Matt, it’s Jeremy. I know it’s off the topic for this video but, I found a couple of pictures that I took during the eclipse that occurred in 2017. If you would like or may be interested in them, I could email them to you or whatever. They’re fascinating. If I do some digging I thought I had captured some video as well. Anyhow, let me know. Thanks for all the hard work and diligence!

Frederick Mcnorton
Frederick Mcnorton
7 months ago

“God is in the rain”…she has finally recovered from her amnesia, she Knows Who She is, she Knows Her Path, her Third Eye is open and she is not only grounded from her “dark night of the Soul” she is Purged and she has an open channel to Enlightenment via her now working Crown chakra. She has no fear because she knows she probably already knows what to do, she just has to be silent enough to hear-intuition. Literally, nothing can happen that isn’t supposed to happen, it’s part of her Path. She was tortured with water, and the reborn by water, just as her karmic male counterpart was born anew from Fire. They are Fire and Water and complete each other, thus the love that manifests later in the movie. It’s classic duality of Man, male/female in each of Us.
I think she truly understood the Power of Love to create Good in this sometimes Terrifying place. She found Love of herself by living the love in the note scraps. She had never felt that, where the is pure love, how can there be fear?

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L L
L L
6 months ago

Here’s an interesting connection between the “god is in the water” statement in the movie. There is a lady named Veda Austin that is working with frozen water. Check out her work, she’s mapping the language of water, which means it is intelligent. We, on a molecular level are over 90% water.

Amos Bradley
Amos Bradley
6 months ago

Matt how did you find out about the band Reverie Sound Revue that you used in the cut scene? A Canadian band from the early 2000’s. When I heard it I couldn’t believe it. So neat. A million thanks for all you do to help us stay on the path!

Elaine K
Elaine K
6 months ago

hey, Matt… last night i was watching a video of the Christian guy who killed anton levay… the church of satan dude… i watched it coz i thought it might give me a clue… at some point i got scared at what he was talking about, and an angel said to me ‘don’t be afraid’… which i took to mean that that is the main thing… and you’re right that the fear of death is the mother of all fears… you may be right, how could we become who we are meant to be if we fear? anyway, back to your video

Emanue Collinge
Emanue Collinge
6 months ago

I stumbled upon your channel quite a while ago and therefore have been enjoying every uploads of yours ever since. I mainly speak French. So whenever you say “Notnilc” it sounds to me like: “Notre Link” (English translation: Our bond)
It reminds me of well known alchemical writings: “Notre soufre, notre mercure, notre sel” (Our sulfur, our mercury, our salt). Just pondering over notnilc tonight. Thankyou for all you do Matt.

ken Hetherington
ken Hetherington
6 months ago

Thought it was a good presentation Matt. Fear over rules our lives and it can make us do things that we dont want to. I think many of us have naturally looked at fear, selfishness, ego, the battle, many of the things that make us want to do better at because we are tired of doing it the way THEY present it.

Landed Zentry
Landed Zentry
5 months ago

“God is in the rain”
When we glimpse “no fear” – when it happens in this torturous life , if you will. When we have no-fear we find God. Not God of a specific religion but an Alan Watt’s God, the God of the Christian Mystics, or a type of Zen – everything-is-The Buddha thing.! – An all embracing background that probably only has love as its attribute. …I call it Awareness or Oneness or Consciousness (capital A O Cs)
Sometimes some people feel part of “God”, one with God.
God is in the rain.
It’s a feeling (Nina Simone) – God is everything: butterflies, trees, traffic; God is you, me, including everything we feel and think and even our very awareness itself. God is everything. Everything …It’s a feeling , an experience perhaps.

The Glory of God – this feeling cannot be expressed in words except in poetry perhaps. But “God is in the rain” is a wonderful way of saying it, it is poetry, I imagine being drenched in the rain like Evey Hammond in V for Vendetta; I imagine looking up to the sky and giving up all my fear in this moment, my arms raised in salutation.

God is in the rain – it’s a pity that I try to explain it. There is no explanation.

Landed Zentry
Landed Zentry
5 months ago
Reply to  Landed Zentry

Yeah…drenched in the rain – drenched in Oneness.

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